The feeling of being in the mountains
is a dream of self negation
to see the world without us
how it churns and blossoms
without anyone looking on.
It’s why I’ve gone on and on
and why I’ve climbed up alone.
But actual negation,
when your person is gone
and the bedroom door yawns,
there is nothing to learn.
Her silence is a scream
saying nothing.
Conceptual emptiness was cool to talk about back before I knew my way around these hospitals.
I would like to forget and go back into imagining that snow shining permanently alone could say something to me true and comforting.
A collection of tracks from the singer and multi-disciplinary artist's 111 collaboration series, featuring KMRU, Laraaji, and others. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 25, 2024